Since we broke up, i tried to tell myself i was feeling better. I am free, I'm young, I'm beautiful. I'm alive. Damn, no. Free? I'm lonely. Young? Gonna be 20... i'm not a teenager anymore... i'd love to leave home and go livin' on my home but fuck, i don't have the money. And the courage. Beautiful? I look at the mirror and what i see is the person that my ex boyfriend used to love. And i know nobody else could love her. I know i must change. But in the end, who cares? I don't want another bf now. I'm not ready to love yet. Everything in this room makes me think of him. His presents. His things. I still have them. I don't have the courage to take them away.
I have a hole inside my heart. I need to be loved, but i can't love back.
I feel terribly
terribly alone.







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Damn, I can't believe this awful piece i having all these faves and attention.
Please, have a look to the rest of the gallery...
I have better things. I swear



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Damn! Tagged! XD by ~vinx92
Massì dai, tanto non ho nulla da fare


<sup>if i were..
* month: march
* day of the week: friday
* part of day: evening
* planet: venus [muahuauhuhuha]
* sea animal: whale
* direction: left
* piece of forniture: what?! xD
* sin: lust
* liquid: oil
* stone: ametist
* tree: willow
* tool: spoon
* flower/plant: dark red rose
* kind of weather: changeable
* mythical creature: ninph [is it spelled right? O_o]
* musical instrument: guitar
* animal: cat! >.<
* colour: violet
* vegetable: carrot
* sound: rain falling down
* element: water
* car: new fiat 500 x3
* song: My lost lenore
* movie, directed by: The Corpse Bride by Tim Burton
* book, written by: Nebbie di Avalon by Marion Zimmer Bradley
* food: french fries
* place: a forest
* material: wood
* taste: salty
* scent: vanilla and cinnamon together
* religion: paganism
* word: bipolarism
* object: a pen
* body part: boobs XD
* subject at school: art
* cartoon: A Family Guy
* number: 8</sup>







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