Since we broke up, i tried to tell myself i was feeling better. I am free, I'm young, I'm beautiful. I'm alive. Damn, no. Free? I'm lonely. Young? Gonna be 20... i'm not a teenager anymore... i'd love to leave home and go livin' on my home but fuck, i don't have the money. And the courage. Beautiful? I look at the mirror and what i see is the person that my ex boyfriend used to love. And i know nobody else could love her. I know i must change. But in the end, who cares? I don't want another bf now. I'm not ready to love yet. Everything in this room makes me think of him. His presents. His things. I still have them. I don't have the courage to take them away.
I have a hole inside my heart. I need to be loved, but i can't love back.
I feel terribly
terribly alone.







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Damn, I can't believe this awful piece i having all these faves and attention.
Please, have a look to the rest of the gallery...
I have better things. I swear



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Damn! Tagged! XD by ~vinx92
Massì dai, tanto non ho nulla da fare


<sup>if i were..
* month: march
* day of the week: friday
* part of day: evening
* planet: venus [muahuauhuhuha]
* sea animal: whale
* direction: left
* piece of forniture: what?! xD
* sin: lust
* liquid: oil
* stone: ametist
* tree: willow
* tool: spoon
* flower/plant: dark red rose
* kind of weather: changeable
* mythical creature: ninph [is it spelled right? O_o]
* musical instrument: guitar
* animal: cat! >.<
* colour: violet
* vegetable: carrot
* sound: rain falling down
* element: water
* car: new fiat 500 x3
* song: My lost lenore
* movie, directed by: The Corpse Bride by Tim Burton
* book, written by: Nebbie di Avalon by Marion Zimmer Bradley
* food: french fries
* place: a forest
* material: wood
* taste: salty
* scent: vanilla and cinnamon together
* religion: paganism
* word: bipolarism
* object: a pen
* body part: boobs XD
* subject at school: art
* cartoon: A Family Guy
* number: 8</sup>







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nobody cares.
that's the truth.
what i feel now is pure hate.



i'm just an unheard little girl, screaming through the violence.
and nobody hears.
nobody cares.





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Damn, I can't believe this awful piece i having all these faves and attention.
Please, have a look to the rest of the gallery...
I have better things. I swear











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I write this journal just to let know to the people who showed love and support to me in the past months that i'm still alive.. even though i had some personal and health problems. i'm on therapy and i hope life will get better... depression is an hard problem to fight and defeat...
i'm still working with photography, especially with old style analogic photography (aaaah my beloved analog nikon reflex). i also have some problems with my pc, that's why i can't use digital photography... kinda irritating. i also bought a medium format Holga... how cute... can't wait to use it and see the results...
i just wanted to give a sign, since i saw that i still receive a lot of comments and favs ( you're all too kind with me )... I want to say to my new watchers that i won't be active on this account anymore... yes, i won't upload photos anymore, and probably one day i'll delete the account (now i still use it to keep in touch with some ppl).. so i'm sorry if you wasted time adding me to your friends list expecting to see mores works of mine... maybe it was not so clear in the last journal... Anyway... I didn't thanked all the people for the favourites, and i do it now here... thank you thank you thank you...
some good news... in may i will go to Cuba!!! wo-hooooooo!!! i can't wait...

just one last thing here on dA in future i'll be active as a model for so check out his account

Bye people... see you in paradise.

Morgana






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He left no time to regret
Kept his dick wet
With his same old safe bet
Me and my head high
And my tears dry
Get on without my guy
You went back to what you knew
So far removed from all that we went through
And I tread a troubled track
My odds are stacked
I'll go back to black

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to.....

I go back to us

I love you much
It's not enough
You love blow and I love puff
And life is like a pipe
And I'm a tiny penny rolling up the walls inside

We only said goodbye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to

Black, black, black, black, black, black, black,
I go back to
I go back to

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to

We only said good-bye with words
I died a hundred times
You go back to her
And I go back to black




Stop thanking me for favs 'cause i will stop too.
Thanks to the important people. You know who you are.
Bye.



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How are you? Just wanted to update the journal with some self-promotion and stuff. I don't feel well. But it's all ok.

EDIT: Why if I try to make a new poll it does not work? Is there any problems in the site?

RE-EDIT: That's ok now it works.











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